-Simple and Clean- Journal 5 : I wait, I am still waiting, I will always be right here waiting for you.

Oh hai yo! I am back to blogging! Yeah finally ya, but seriously speaking, I am *Sick* now. I should be bed-ridden now la, shouldn't be blogging ya. But I couldn't get to sleep, so blog abit to say what I want to say. Haha. Later need to wake up at 7.30am to prepare for church service, and I am sick still can blog haha. I am damn weird la. Don't care la. I promise Frankie no matter what, even if I am sick, I will still be going for the church service at 9am. So no matter what, I have got to wake up later. By hook or by crook. 7.45am lastest. A promise is a promise, man should honor thier words! Haha. Been having quite a high fever just now, now not so bad le. If not can go hospital liao =.= Haha. I blog abit about what I did ba, and about my subtitle too.

My handphone gone! No la, just kidding. It is with Frankie la, because yesterday night actually we were supposed to go play BasketBall de. So Frankie send me home to take the bball and change into my attire, but I only took 10 mins loh, and when I went down to look for them again, both of them gone le. Then worst thing is that my HP with DingHong la, he borrow it to talk to Sulwyn on the phone. And it is like "wth, where did they went? I ask myself." I thought they went to buy drinks or something only, so waited at the void deck for around 10 mins, then cannot tahan already, so immediately went to LimBang to use coin-phone to call Frankie, how patheic could I be man. Haha. He told me he is at home le =.= I was like wtf, at home?!? Then he told me DingHong wanted to go home sleep cause he was tired la, so don't want play Bball already. I was like Super Angry la. How could both of them be so irresponsible man. At least wait for me to come down then say you guys want to go home mah, both of you treat me like a fool liddat, go up and down looking for you guys, but in the end, you were at home =_=..... I was like super down la. So I went home without my HP la. Frankie say the next day, he will pass it back to me. So I waited loh. About 6am+ I called "someone" to ask whether today she will be setting up her stall to sell things anot. She say "Siao ah, call so early. haha. She told me around 7am+ so I went down over to her house and help her carry stuffs loh, then help her set up her stall. After that, was around 8am+ le. So, I called Frankie using coin-phone again la! Must emphaize on this cause it is like how many years never touch it before le. Haha. Then, I went to Frankie's house to retrieve back my beloved lost phone and he told me to wait below his house. After coming down, he brought me over to his dad's office la. Den I was like so paiseh, nothing to do, sit there watch Vcd only. Aiyo. Should have went home and sleep man. Haha. But nvm la, the chinese Vcd show not bad. *Fang De and Miao Cui Hua* Fang De is Fang Shi Yu's father, and Miao Cui Hua is his Mother. Then around 11am+ went to fetch Sulwyn and then we went back to his dad's office again. As usual Vcd again =.=.. haha. I was like damn tired le lah, cause I didn't slept the whole day. Lucky Frankie's mum made coffee for me, if not I will be sleeping there le. Haha. Then, after that we went over to church around 2pm+ intending to play soccer, but the rain was like super heavy man. Raining cats and dogs. Haha. After awhile, the rain stopped, so they continue thier games. I did not play, cause I felt abit sick le. The burning sensastion start coming up le =.=(fever sign) Haha. So, all the time I was resting on the table listening to my BaoBei(MP3) Without it, I am dead for sure! Haha. No music = No Life! After around 5pm+ they stopped playing and packed up le. Then, "someone" called me. She ask me want go watch movie anot, Lake House. So, I asked her about the details of the movie, time, whoever is going, and ask DingHong go also. But I was sick remember? But at that time, I wasn't so badly sick. So I took the risk and went back home and change. (Wei le ni mah, how sick, u ask me go out, I surely go one. =)) Ya total of 5 people went over to Jurong Point, Golden Village Cinema to watch Lake House, at around 9.30pm. But, at that time, I am feeling damn bad le, the pressure of heat is rising up man. I was like totally no mood to even watch that movie. So, about 1/2 of the time, I am closing my eyes enduring the pain, heat, suffering. Arghz. I think DingHong could see it, cause I was sitting beside him la. Breathing furiousely and coughing badly. And worst thing I brought along my jacket, but he took it away and wear la. Ask him return me cause I very cold, den he say later la. That is like wth loh, I am not kidding man, I really very cold la. But it's ok la, I manage to survive this momenturm. About the show, it is quite nice la, those haven't start watching, I recommend you should go watch now. Meaningful and quite hilarious. The book about "Percusaion", is about waiting, waiting for the one you love. And that is why my subtitle writes that. Haha. Was quite sad too la. But the ending was not bad, both lovers got together. It is like being in the present and the future. These 2 love birds are trying to communicate with each other through a special letter box where the letters they wrote immediately sent to each other through a time machine or what? I don't know, can't figure it out, she's in the year 2006, while he is in the year of 2004, so they were actually living 2 years apart. They are trying to discover exactly what they have been missing in their lives. Keanu Reeves very shuai hor? Haha, same as Sandra Bullock, she is pretty too. Both of them are matching. The overall rating I would give for this show is 8/10.

Ya, I think the guy who sat beside "her" is her bf ba. Suddenly feel so hurting man, like heart shattered into pieces liddat. Aiya, nvm la. I very kan kai one right? Hahaha. "Love is not about being together, but seeing each other having to find thier own happiness and grabbing it is however more important than anything else." Yes, somehow I agree with this, but sometimes I think of this too, "Love is about being together, giving each other the true happiness that we have been looking for, and also learning how to grab hold of each other." Haha, this seems to be more fitting yeah, nicer to hear also. But aiya, sometimes we can't get to control of who we like, who we don't like. I always tell myself, "Love cannot be forced one, if not we can't find the true meaning of happiness/joy/touch of it." Ai qing shi bu nen mian qiang de mah right? That is why loh, from that movie onwards, I told myself to "Wait". Though, the feeling for "you" will never change for times, but I believe one day, we will find our own true happiness. (Damn, I look like a coward man, like what the movie says, the lady told the man, "You are just a coward, don't dare to admit to your feelings.") Waa, when I hear this totally poke into me man. I always like this one, to the dearest person, I would always purposely ignore liddat one, people who like the person should try to get close to them right? But I am different leh. Not so close one I would talk more to. I don't know why la, since young I am like this already. Don't have that guts, nor courage to tell "her". I know I have to change, but give me time. I know it's been long, time is endless, but I believe "Love" is more endless and everlasting. SO give me the time I need, give yourself the time you need too. You have to study ya? O levels come on. I don't want you to follow into my footsteps, cause I believe what I did was wrong, I hope no one makes this mistake too. So, please give both of us some time, I believe afterall, I would definately tell "you" how much you meant to me, how much I long for you. Ya after the movie, was around 12am le, so we went home, send both of them home with DingHong and we went home too. Oh ya, not to forget, a big thanks for that tee-shirts you gave me, really was surprising. And I was super happy la, cause in my whole life, "you" are the 1st person, or should I say the 1st girl who gave me shirts as present. They look great! Very very nice, and I won't wear it la, I would keep it as my most beloved sourviner. Haha.

Ok, that is it ba, I am starting to get tired le, I really hope I can wake up later la, cause I don't want to dui bu qi Frankie. But I really get this feeling of having a super high fever and body aches when I wake up la, cause everytime I sleep when I am sick at the moment, the next day when I wake up, I really can't get myself up one. I am weird, that is all I can say. *Praying I would wake up in time later, and also not too sick later, if not I really can't go church le.* (Oh ya, anyone knows the last paper of O levels finish at when? Which date?"

Signing off, RoXaS.



-Simple and Clean- Journal 4 : "Thinking of what is only good for myself, while neglecting others."

It's been a long time since I last blogged huh. Ya, been missing blogging but because of tiredness, exhaustioness, boredomness, restlessness and sianzationess, I didn't get to blog. Been having lots of sleepless nights again, because going back to my old ways ya. Playing computer games back again till late in the morning, den get to sleep. Damn, I hate this kind of life lah. Ya, just came back to my old game, Shattered Galaxy(SG). Really miss those days back, when I was playing Tactical Commanders(TC). Was 1 of the few top players in a top regiment called *WuDi* (My nick was angelz, those who know me back then should know about this.) That was one hell of a game man, requires lots of coordinations, teamwork, excellent eye and hand contact, communications with team members. I still can remember there was once a tournament held, where we won and got our big big names on the website alone. Some nicks I could really remember now was 1) Syleo, 2) Eclipse, 3) Silvermoon, 4) yltoh, 5) angelz, 6) ShinLevis, 7) Ore0, there were more, I can't recall some of them. The most exciting battle was against RTK - featuring some of the best players in it too, 1) lRTKlSquall, 2) lRTKlZhaoYun, 3) lRTKlHerzog, 4) lRTKlBen, 5) lRTKlSnowyz, 6) lRTKlCaoCao, 7) lRTKlWenBin. These are few names that are worth mentioning because they really did put up a great fight against us, even though they lose by just a bit. I have been playing TC since I was sec 1. I don't know why, but this game really interests me alot, because maybe of it's anxiety, the teamwork, the sportsmanship of the game and also the place to unleashed your stragety thinking, like brainstorming. Haha. Ya, now TC has been taken over by the germans, so I doubt Asia people will be touching on it anymore. That is why SG has taken over TC for it's worldwide playing community. SG is now based on not only for the europeans, nor the US people, but also for asians. So, it is quite fun getting to know more about thier lifestyle, playing attitude and game style. Different people with different mindset ya. Haha. I love this sentence, "To each his own." Ya, now I am currently in the regiment call -Grunts- I will be playing SG again because of the upcoming summer tournament. I wish to take part in it too, cause I have long lost this feeling of being in a team, doing what a team should do. This kind of feeling has long gone when TC was sold to the germans. Now, I am trying to get the feeling back again, and maybe get to know more about myself. Haha. I was supposed to be in 6Days7Nights. But I was seperated from them since last year I quit, because of O levels. But now, nobody really remembers me, so I can't really join back to 6D7N again. That was like so ehh, damn it. 6D7N was a top-pier regiment in pier to Einherjar(EHJ) before, and currently now also. I was like so wasted loh, left such a good regiment to train on with. Now come back left with nothing. Lucky Uncle TD still remember me, so he accepted me into -Grunts- Phew, at least I am in a team now ya. It's ok, what is past is past. So no use lingering to it. Haha, when I so kan kai sia =.=.. Ya, that is all about the games part. (Still waiting for the reply from the Refree Team for the WCG Asian Championship.) *Waiting patiently* Tick Tock Tick Tock. Haha.

Ya must be wondering why my subtitle is that way right? Haha, ya I must admit DingHong really hit the nail when he told me that la. He said "Ni zi hui wei zhi ji zhao xiang, bu hui wei bie ren zhao xiang de leh.) Meaning I only think what is good for myself, and ignoring others. Hais, when I heard that, really super sad la, totally hit the nail man. Like a knife poke through my heart liddat. Damn pain. It really made me go through what he said, and think back of alot alot alot of stuffs man. I was like totally no mood liao. Cause that time Sulwyn was waiting for us at SML Cafe, but DingHong call me last min say she waiting, so ask me hurry up and change den meet him at lot 1. But I took quite a long time to get down, taking my own sweet time =.= Den DingHong say "You don't know Sulwyn cannot go home late meh? Walk like ah gua, so slow." Den say I only think of myself, ignoring others loh. But really sorry ah Sulwyn, I know I took quite abit of time to get down, but I was actually preparing something for my parents. So took abit of time. A Big Sorry to ya! And also about the Johor trip, last minute then tell you my passport expire le, I was like damn paiseh lah. Don't even dare to talk to you anymore liao. Haha. Paiseh for making you make a wasted trip to Frankie's dad office. I really must change la! Must spare more thoughts, feelings for others. Cannot always put myself in front of others. Arghhz. Ya, after that we went to play Bball at Frankie's house downstairs. Lose to DingHong 5-0 lah. Wa lao, paiseh man! Haha. Aiya, don't know la, I shouldn't lose so badly, maybe cause I am really vulnerable to darkness ba. My contact lens no night vision leh. Haha. How good if have, then won't lose until so cham le. Haha. Nvm, next time again ah DingHong! After that, we went buy drinks den went home le. Was exhausted lah, so I didn't get to blog about it. Now blogging for the past few days lol.

Signing Off, RoXaS.



Hebe - 只對你有感覺


Last but not least, this is the final one for the day. I am tired, still got to go find DingHong lah. I don't know where he go, didn't on his HP, didn't call me nor Frankie. I sense something is wrong. So I will be going over to his house later on to check up on him. Hope I don't faint on the road when I am walking there lah. Haha.

Ok about this video, this song is defiantely my favourite. Though this video isn't Hebe that is on the mv, but it is surely/confirm/100% her voice lah! This girl I don't know who lah, quite cute but cannot compare to Hebe lah, she is the most cute le! Wahaha. How I wish she was the one mving this video, see her change those clothes would be damn nice lah. Haha. But I seriously hate that guy at the start, who says "Di yi ci geng wo yue hui yao chuan piao liang yi dian wor, bu ran wo hui heng diu lian wor." It is like "wtf lah, who cares about you.." If you really like someone, it doesn't matters what she wears loh, even if she wear not nice, I would also think she is the best. Shitty phrase from him! Get a life lah, haha. Btw, this song is from Hebe dueting with Fei Lun Hai. What seh, duet with him for what? Might as well duet with ME right?! I can sing better! Muahaha. Just kidding lah, both are great singers. They fit completely well in this song. Claps for both of them. More claps to Hebe, cause why? Cause she is my "baobei" lah~! Duhz. Haha. Ok lah, enough of this. Oh ya this song is abit short in this mv, I will try to find the full version of it soon. But no matter what this song is a "must" listen one, cause these are the words I want to say to "You"!

微笑 再美 再甜 不是你的 都不特别
眼泪 再苦 再咸 有你安慰 又是晴天
靠的 再近 再贴 少了拥抱 就算太远
全世界只对你(你)有感觉

玩的 再疯 再野 你瞪一眼 我就收敛
马路 再宽 再远 只要你牵 就很安全
我会 又乖 又黏 温柔体贴 绝不敷衍
我只对你有感觉

Signing off, RoXaS.



Hebe - Mo Tian Lun.


Another video/song to add on. A nice song by Hebe. A solo mv with her sitting on a mo tian lun. Haha. So cute! Aiya, whatever she do also cute one lah. Hahaha, paiseh I know I am too crazy over her le. I will try to control abit =x

Click on > "Play" to listen ya. Great song!



Hebe - Eyes fang dian!


Too tired to blog, restless and frustrated too lah. Will blog in the upcoming days, for now I will just have to blog afew videos to share with everyone and also to lighten my mood.

This video is damn cute lah, of course not the video cute, it is the person inside who is cute! Haha, and the one I am speaking is the main role of this video lah, Hebe! Oh my, look at her man, she can really make use of her eyes to fang dian man. I was like totally electrocuded when I 1st look at this video lah. And after that, I was like smiling all the way lah, only "She" can do it man. Haha. (Actually, there is someone who can do it too. Whenever I look at "her", no matter is when she is studying, playing sports, or whatever, I would just smile in no secs lah. I don't know why, but there is a feeling there I suppose.) Ok back to Hebe, oh god, by looking at her, all my frustrations simply just disappear lah. Haha. She is heavenly to my eyes lah, haha, am I too exggerating? Haha, but I don't care lah, even if I am, I simply just like the way she is. That is all, period. Haha~

Signing off, RoXaS.



Kangta and Vanness - Scandal


Great video~ I love thier dancing lah, fabulous!(Learning now =x). They both so "Shuai" + thier body fixtures and somemore. And the song really fits in to the rythem lah. That is why I like this song now man. My Favourite! Haha. Cool!



-Simple and Clean- Journal 3 : Together we grow with Faithfulness and Fruitfulness.

Aloha, it's me again yeah. So sian, come in only see one person reading my blog. Haha, as though it is our private blogging conversation like that. But, really thanks lah yl! As least you bother to read~ I am happy and contended with that already ya. Haha.

Today ah, quite a number of things happened lah. 1st was that from my previous post, I was supposed to call DingHong wake up for work at 5am right. And ya, this one is not "as usual" ah. But it is super unpredictable that I fell asleep when I finish writing the previous post. It was 4.45am loh. And another 15 mins I have to call him le, and to my least expected, I fell asleep on the computer table. That was so arghh man. Didn't manage to call "her" wake up at 6am too, didn't feed my cats too.(Think they must be damn hungry le lah.) I am so guility!! Curse me man! Haha. I don't know why lah, maybe is because I am really too tired. Or maybe is because I am just plain-lazy? Argh, doesn't matter, what is done cannot be undone. DingHong didn't went to work lah, he told me he has got a bad sorethroat. Sickened, and he did told his mum about it. So I think it's all right ba. Ya said sorry to "her" and worst thing is I feel bad when I see Frankie lah, I promise him that I will call DingHong wake up de, but I didn't kept my word. I am such a wimp lah. zzz (Must learn to keep my words man, I feel so sickening when I don't.) Ya, didn't watch any of my movies I downloaded, fell into a deep sleep till 2 in the afternoon lah. Can see that I am very tired hor, or is it that I am a "Pig"? Haha. Doesn't matter. I will watch at least 2 later on.

After waking up, went to do some stuffs and then finally reached the climax!(My climax = To watching animes lah. Haha.) Yaya, watch 2 kinds, D.N Angel and Get Backers. D.N Angel was nice man. Cute anime! This is briefly a small description of the show.
D.N Angel -The dark side of love indeed! After being bluntly rejected on his 14th birthday by school crush Risa Harada, sweet-tempered Daisuke Niwa finds himself chemically transformed into the legendary Phantom Thief Dark, a shadow in the Niwa family history. Sucked into stealing artwork and unleashing curses on the town and its people, Daisuke finds himself turning into his alter-ego whenever he thinks of Risa, who, to make things worse, only has eyes for the dangerous Dark!Until he can get Risa to love him, Daisuke is trapped in a double life as student-cum-master art thief, in this romantic action-comedy based on Yukiru Sugisaki's wildly popular manga series!
As stated, it is a romatic + action based show, so anything to do with that should be nice one lah. Haha. I seems like an advertiser, promoting the show I made. Haha. Ya, the next part was the Get Backers! Oh my, this is one hell of a show man. Those anime-lovers couldn't miss this one out lah. I feel that all the animes I watched, this is the best of all already. A slight introduction of this anime too.
Get Backers -Ban Mido and Ginji Amano are a recovery duo infamously known as "Get Backers". Ban possesses two special powers: the "Snake Bite" (his hand shave a gripping power of 200kg) and the "Evil Eye" (anyone who looks into his eyes will be locked into a powerful and nightmarish hallucination). Ginji, on the other hand, has the ability to generate thousands of volts of electricity from his body. He is formally known as the Thunder Emperor, who is the leader of the VOLTS. Together, they run a freelance business of recovering anything lost or stolen from a client-and they claim a 100% success rate at their job.
Ya, today's episode was super nice lah, I can't imagine there are any more episodes left, but this isn't the last man. I thought that was the ending already, but to my surprise, there are more coming up! Woohoo. I love Doctor Jackal! He is so damn cool man. Wears everything black, and looks so cold towards others. Best thing is his J skills, kills an enemy at the slightest second. Oh my so fast. Oh man, godly is all I can say for him.(But he still loses to Gingi Amano, the Thunder Emperor.) Gingi is Unstoppable lah, when he transforms into the Thunder Emperor. Lucky, that time Ban Mido encourage him to leave his post as the leader of the VOLTS, and left MayCity. If not now, I think MayCity is just only a desert without a soul. Haha. The VOLTS consists of 4 lutienents, Kazuki(the holder of strings), Siedo(the controller of animals), Haruki(the always smiling guy, holder of a whip) and lastly Makubez(the controller of computers generating clones). Ya, Gingi left the VOLTS and everything thumbled down. It was disbanded and each went thier own ways. Now, everything is back together again. And they had to fight thier own friends now, Makubez became evil, trying to use his genetic clones to build up a nuclear atomic device to discriminate MayCity, using the powers of Battleion City. It was damn nice lah, the journey towards the tower of Battleion City is the best, fighting lots and lots of strong opponents. In the end, they did stopped Makubez from using the nuclear device because of Ban Mido's evil eye again, as usual ya. The famous 1 minute dream, making you unable to control yourself. Putting you into a deep nightmarish hallucation, is like a fear that turns alive. That is like so fun man, how I wish I have that power too. Haha, now it's my turn dreaming yea. Ya, after that, went to my comp to surf the net, listen to musics and found out about WCG 2006 Asian Championship! Oh my my, they are recruiting Refrees to marshall the games there. And I did apply! Woo, how I wished I will get into the refrees team and learn something from them. I have always wished this would happen man. Hope my prayers come true! Haha. The webby, http://asian.worldcybergames.com/ Then later on comes Frankie's call. He ask me where I am, what I doing, then ask me go cafe. He and Sulwyn jus borrowed a dvd to watch. So, I prepared myself and went out le. Reach there around 8pm le. Was too bored lah, didn't wanted to watch also. So I went to play pool alone. "As usual." Good way to Vent Frustration and also train up my Accuracy. Ya while playing, I recieve a mysterious call and to my surprise,(this is really a surprise lah.) the call was from the Refree recruitment team! And it is like, wtf i just apply only den so fast the call came? I was too shocked when he said "Are you Roxas? You apply for the marshalling as a refree right?" I was like, Oh no, ur hur. I did. He then asked me which days of the games taking place would I be free on, I replied saying all the days are fine with me, I ain't busy on any days. He said Ok, that's good. I will get to you shortly, he will let me know the outcome soon! Omg. Unbelieveable ya? Haha. I was so glad I did made the move! Wee~ After the show, played a few rounds with Sulwyn and Frankie. Ok lah, not so bad. Got lose, got win. After that, Frankie send both of us home and he went home too. He was complaining lah, "Damn tired lah, wake up so early blah blah blah. Blah blah black sheep any any wool(oops, why am i starting to sing? =x) yaya, and I told him go sleep ba, actually wanted to ask him go eat de, cause I haven't eat dinner lah. Haha. But it's ok. I bought nasi lemak home. Now eating + blogging. Haha.

Ya, I think that is all for today ba. Will have to stop for now, if not I am really getting too naggy with this thingy already. Haha. Ok ciaoz. Thanks for those that are spending thier time reading, I know it's long, as usual ya. =_=" Bye.

Signing off, RoXaS.



-Simple and Clean- Journal 2 : With Great Powers, comes with Great Responsibilities.

Yo0o, it's me again! Haha, just came back home from SML Cafe with Frankie, DingHong and Sulwyn. Was actually supposed to have 10 people at Cafe de. But don't know why only 8 turned up. 2 of them don't know go where, haha whatever lah. Doesn't really matters alot. We ate quite alot, FnC made from our cook, Mr DingHong again lah. Haha. He is only good at making FnC =_=" haha. I love the ice cream, long long time never touch it le. Especially with those toppings to add. There was like 8 different kind of toppings man. Oh my, delicious and sweet!(But getting diabetics soon lah, that Frankie go add lots of rainbow toppings on my icecream. Making me so difficult to eat. Haha.) But it's ok, long long time never eat sweet sweet stuffs le. Feels kinda "Shuang". Haha. Ya, and as usual lah! That DingHong never fails to play pool at SML! And worst thing is he keep dragging me to play, we were watching Daisy lah. zzz and he keep forcing me to play. Damn it, I miss a good show man. Daisy is a nice show loh, alamak. Nvm, I will look for it again. That show was borrowed from Sulwyn I think, not very sure. Ya, played quite a few rounds. Getting abit bored with pool already. Haha. Before SML, we went to watch "Cars". This show really shocked me man. I was expecting to waste this $7.50 at this show, but to my least expected, I was wrong in the end. Starting abit no meaning, but when it comes to the climax, it got more interesting + amusing + meaningful. The ending part was fabulous lah. (Shhh, only to those that read my blog knows this ah, don't tell people ok. I did drop afew "tears" when the last race took place, when Lightning McQueen did not cross the finishing line, but instead went to push his opponent who was banged up and injuried to the finishing line. That was like so "noble" man. How could anyone at the finishing part did manage to think about his opponent at that time? I was like, totally stunned.) And it was like damn touching lah, couldn't resist dropping some "tears" leh. Haha. Lucky nobody in the cinema knows ah, think Sulwyn didn't notice ba, I was sitting beside her leh. Phew. Ya, I did learn something about the show too, "Winning isn't about everything. Life is about the journey that took place, not about the finishing line." Thanks to Frankie, who introduce me this movie and asked me along to watch it. Today was the last day publishing at cinemas, was glad I didn't miss it. =) That is all about what I spent in the afternoon and at night ba.

Ya, just came back home, did some house chores(washing my clothes, ironing them, helping my mum clean some stuffs, bathing, and grabbing a bite.) Now very tired ya, and still writing so much, am I very naggy? Haha. I find that I can talk super super alot alot in the internet lah, but when on real life, I tend to keep very quiet, especially to err hem(girls lah). Haha. I do notice about this lah, those around me should also know hor. Don't know lah, my personality is like this one. I also don't know why. Now, lets talk about what I watched yesterday morning ya. I finally get to watch my SpiderMan 2 lah. Damn, it is super nice man!(I know I abit outdated ya, now then watch SpiderMan 2.) Haha. Cannot blame lah, last time I don't have my own comp, so I can't download whatever movies I want to watch. Now can le! Any movies or whatever I also can watch! Yeah! Those great movies I had missed before, now I must slowly go find out and catch up le. Haha. Oops, OOT le. Back to SpiderMan 2 huh, great movie with inspiring aspects ya. My head title already shows one. Haha. And also "Love is never a secret, if you keep something inside, you will get sicked." I agree with this! Haha. Another one is "If you ever want a woman to fall for you, read a poetry, it never fails." This one abit complicated le. I honestly never read one before. Haha. Last but not least, "Intelligence is not a previledge, it's a gift. Use it for the good of Mankind." Interesting yet profound to some. All these are the things I learned. About the story part, very dramatic, exciting and heartbreaking. Haha. SpiderMan known as Peter Parker finally gets to abandon his secret life, and confess to Mary Jane. But as usual, the baddie starts razing the streets again, now he has got no choice but to become "SpiderMan" again. In the end, M.J finally found out that Peter Parker is SpiderMan all along. She knew it all along too. Haha. The baddie(Doctor Octopus) also got drowned with his whatever-energy-stuff-machine lah. Don't know what is it all about lah. Haha. And ya! As usual, baddie will never creased to extinct lah! Doctor Doom's son got to find out about his Father's mystery room with lots of stuffs in there. That is why SpiderMan 3 is coming out real soon. Lets hope this one will be even better than SpiderMan 2. I believe it will. Haha.

Yup, after watching finish, I went to download more movies! Hahaha! Prepare for the next few nights mah. Got Incredible Hulk, DareDevil, Elektra, Spirited Away. Mostly all from Marvel Comics and Walt Disney lah. I loved those stories man. Ya, later will be watching DareDevil ba. Then, the next day I will explain what I learned from it again. Haha. Every show also got thier meaning one ok! After that, it was already 5.30, so I went down to feed cats again~ Same old usual stuff. Nothing unusual happened. And oh ya, I was suppose to call DingHong wake up to go work, but I called 20+ times, he never even pick up 1 of my call lah, and still dare to "kup" my phone, and off his hp somemore. It is like "wtf, did he went to work anot?" I was like damn worried loh, if he didn't, I really don't know what Frankie is gonna do with him. His mum will be damn disappointed too. Arghh! But lucky later on, I found out from Frankie that he did went to work lah, I was like "Heng ah, God bless him man." Haha. Phew. And ya finally reached 6am, time to call someone wake up to go school. As usual, her sleepy voice again ya! That "Hello, *Yawns* I don't feel like going school, so tired, want to sleep more again." Haha, cute lah, but aiya, another 4 more months! Jiayou ah! Must Endure yeah! Though I know this doesn't help much, but at least to let you know that "someone" does wake up at the same time with you to help you jiayou, even though he doesn't need to wake up so early lah. Haha.(Actually, is never sleep at all, so don't need to "wake up" haha.) I afraid if I sleep hor, can't wake up in time to call you wake up, and feed my cats too. So I rather not sleep, spend some time watching movies and reading books ba. After that, I went home and catch a quick nap, then Frankie call me go out watch movie le. And oh ya, I miss my anime lah! The final battle which i spoke about at my previous post. But lucky ah, nvm. I got record it down before I went out to watch movie. Haha. Tommorrow I will spend some time watching it ba.

Ya, that is all about it ba. It is already 4.30am le lah. Time for me to stop le ba. Damn Tired! Maybe not watching DareDevil le. Got not much time, I tink I listen to some music and surf the net to 5+ den go down feed cats le. Ok ba, that is all for today. Damn, I am still writing alot loh, I see the post so long, I also don't even feel like reading lah. Haha. Don't know you guys feel the same anot? =X

Signing off, RoXaS.




-Simple and Clean- Journal 1 : Life is about giving, what have you given for today?

Hello! It is me again. The rightful owner of this blog ya? I am bored ya, defiantely. Always been, and will always be. Haha. So here am I again, back to my chatty little box to express what I had been through today. (Eh, actually as you can see my 1st post was at 7.11am in the morning today. Why am I posting another in the same day huh?) I don't know ya, someone told me to post something since I have nothing to do right now. Haha. And "She" is doing her homework right now, watching tv + talking to me, and someone else? =_=" Can't believe it, how does someone can actually multi task until liddat. Haha, so weird! I need to hide in my room whenever I study, if not I get distracted super easily, losing my concentration. Or maybe actually, I am the weird person over here? Haha.

Okok, time to start with what I had for today, starting with a person call DingHong lah! I mention in my 1st post that he was at my house in the super early morning loh, he came at around 2am in the morning, making me unable to sleep a wink. I don't know lah, but I was very touched when he actually sms me a word "Sorry" after we depart from SML Cafe. The story was actually like this, we were walking back home, Frankie didn't send us back home because he was having a headache. So when walking on the streets, we managed to talk alot about our past, about work, and stuffs. I walked with him all the way till his house, and before departing off from his house, he wanted to borrow my mp3 player. I didn't wanted to lend him because I got to fix my mp3 abit, it is getting abit rusty ya. So I told him off, he went angry and started scolding vulguarities at me lah, and ya come on, it was damn rude man. I didn't wanted to fight with him, so I just walked away. And to my least expected, I recieved a sms when I reached home. It said "Sorry..." and it was from him. I was very shocked lah, the DingHong I know wouldn't say "Sorry" to me one. So i immediately called him and asked him why he say "Sorry"? He told me "why cannot ah?" "I like to say sorry, I say loh." Haha, this guy hor, looks firece, but quite cute in some ways. Ya, and I apologise to him too, and told him that I will look for him at 5am to lend him the player before he go off to his mum's place to help his mum cook wanton mee. Then, he started saying "nvm lah, I go your house now." and it is like "wtf, now what time liao" haha. I was actually going to watch SpiderMan 2 lah! I just download finish the day before yesterday. But, he came and started using the comp to play WarCraft 3 le. Damn him! Haha. But nvm lah, God stated that life is about giving and sharing, so I think that is it ba. Haha. And ya, we both didn't sleep, and he is actually suppose to help his mum right? Ya and it was already 5.30am le lah, and he is still playing. I wanted to scream at him lar, promise his mum and he didn't turn up again. It is like damn it man, I hate people who do this. I told him off again, and ask him to call his mum to let her know. He did, his mum was super angry as usual lah, if it was me, I will be too lah. He wanted to work half day only, cause he was tired, didn't had sleep. But his mum just heck care about him and "kup" the phone. Worst thing is he is angry now too, den he told me he don't care lah, then I told him I need to feed cats, den he say he pei me go =_=.. Ya, as usual same old place again. They are waiting for me there. Fed them with DingHong lah, he was much of a hassle than helping lah!! I was super frustrated + a sad kind of feeling when he took a fish net from the door of a corridor and net the small kitten lah. I almost scolded the F out of him loh, how could he be so cruel man. But indeed, I suddenly feel a pain in my heart when I saw the kitten trying to break free from the net, using his head to bang the net. I don't know why, maybe it seems that I have a deep feelings for them already. After feeding and clearing up, we depart off to our own homes. This time, he called his mum again, his mum told him to come at 11am(ya this is his only chance to help himself now.) But, as expected he couldn't wake up in time lah, I reminded him lots of times, this "Promise" must be kept! But as usual, he didn't do it again. Ya lah, I am on the "don't know what to say mode" le lah. Soon to came, Frankie knew about it too, he was super "dulan" with him again. The way Frankie spoke to me was the " super dulan" mode, I can say. Now, I really don't know how to help DingHong le lah, Frankie is starting to heck care about him liao.

Ya, that is mostly all about what I had for today ba, other than those, I was having my sleep and watching animes, shows and of cause my musics. Animes was super nice today lah, especially the Get Backers. Omg man, it is one of the best animes I had ever watched. Tommorrow will be the final battle ya! Gengi the Thunder Emperor VS Mekubaz the God of Cloning. I must watch this man, can't miss it if not I will die lah. Haha. And ya tommorrow will be going down to SML Cafe with Frankie(and maybe with DingHong) because Frankie told me tommorrow night there will be church people coming down to play or something? Maybe, I can join in the fun ba? Haha, I hope so. And ya, tommorrow DingHong got to wake up at 5am again to go over to help his mum, and this time I really pray/hope/wish that he could make it. If not, I am really beginning to lose the "Hope" in him.

Ya, that is all about for today ba, will continue tommorrow when I reach home. Got lots and lots to write, don't know when then can finish lah, haha.

Signing off, Roxas.

-Simple and Clean- Newbie blogger.

Hey! It's my first time blogging. Feels kinda weird, don't really know how to get things up, but i am trying to learn now ya. Haha. Pardon me if I make any mistakes or what yeah, must explain to me also. Haha thanks in advance. =)~ Ya, and also forgive me for my poor unspoken english. I know it is bad, but try to tolerate abit ya. =D~

Hmm, and since it is my 1st time doing this, why not give a simple introduction about myself?

I will just start off with my what I do normally at home. Watching Anime will be my 1st piroity, those who know me well should had known of this. Those who didn't, then please start knowing ya. Haha. My favourite anime series for now will be the Get Backers, Saber Marionette J to X, D.N Angel(Tv Animation), GTO and not to forget Miyazaki's Spirited Away. Next will be Music ya! Music is defiantely part of my life! Songs by S.H.E - Hebe!, Sweety, 5566, Jay Zhou and some nice romantic english songs not to be missed =) I got watch some Drama Serials too ok! I am not mountain tortoise ya. Haha. Those that I love are MvP Valentine, Westside Story, Mr Fighting, Green Light Forest, mostly all from 5566 and sweety, haha cause I am their fan! Other than all those I mention, reading books is also one of my "hobby". Haha, can't imagine right? A sec 5 O levels dropout actually does "read" books at home =_=" Unbelieveable right? loly. Mostly what kind of books I read are self-upgrading books, consisting of how to improve my standard of living life, managing my life and not to mention upgrading myself. Books consists of "Who move my cheese, by S.J" "How to win friends and influence people, by John C Maxell" "Think and grow rich, by Napolean Hill" "21 irrestiable laws of leadership, by John C Maxell" and also "Fish, by S.J" These are books that helped me quite along through these months. Last but not least, dancing is one of my hobbies too, I love to dance when there is music. Haha. Don't know why, can't control my legs. Normally doing some breakdance and hiphop, that is all ba.

Other than those that I mention, normally I would spend more time outside, going to the movies, playing sports, especially BasketBall. Though , I do not excel in it, but I always play it to my fullest, no matter my opponent is strong or weak. For now, most of my time are spent with Frankie and DingHong ya. These 2 buddies are fun man. 1 is my boss, another is my collegue? Haha. Cheers to both of them lar! They are great! Just knew both of them not long ago, abt afew weeks ba. Been having quite alot of fun with them, especially at SML Cafe! The pool table! That is the place where we will qie chuo our skills. Loser Punch ya! Haha. Though most of the time, I lose, but don't play play ok you both, I haven't show my true skills yet only! Hahaha. Great pals! Though we still don't know each other well yet, but I believe I am starting to indulge more into this friendship. Don't worry guys, we will get to know more of each other soon. And of course not to mention what I always do in the early morning at 5.45am, my 8 cats! They are always waiting for me at the void deck, not below my house, but opposite of Limbang, not far, but not near too. Haha. Those 8 lucky cats always get to eat good stuffs huh, eat until my pocket now no money to feed myself le lar. Haha. But nvm, when there is a will, there is a way! Tian xia mei you juan ren zhi lu! I believe, and I had always believed! =D Actually, my favourite animal is dogs leh, but don't know why my yuan fen with cats more. Haha. Maybe, that is what life is all about ba. Sometimes, you can't get what you want, but you will get what you least "expected". But, it is all right with me lar, I don't mind anyway. (I have to call someone to wake up at 6am everyday too. =x) Tiring ya, but it's ok, as long as you are happy, I am happy and fine with it too. =]~

That is simply all about my life ba. (Oh ya, maybe something to add along. Why I call myself a wanderer? Maybe is because I like to be alone, though being alone is very lonely, but it makes me think better ya, maybe even makes me "Miss" the person more. Haha. I dunno lar, I am weird, that is all I can say for myself.)

Ok, I think time to stop le ba, time for me to get some sleep too ya. Didn't get to sleep last night. Was all along awake with DingHong at my house lar! That guy hor! Alamak. But it's ok, someone told me to be "nice" hor, must remember! Haha. And btw, I think I am getting too chatty with this bloggy thing le. I am introvert outside, but super extrovert in the internet lar! Weird!!

Signing off, Roxas.

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