-Simple and Clean- Journal 11.
Grr, blog liao la. Happy anot? Haha. Okok whatever just 1 short post ba. I very lazy now leh. ehh what to say huh.
Okay start off by saying what I had for the whole week. Not very happy la. Had alot of short upcomings, disappointments and boring moments. Had quite afew sleepless nights cause of these. Aiya, all these problems don't have to say here. I can handle it myself "alone". Because it's meant to be my own problem right? Haha. But, honestly I haven't been handling it well. People around me can see la right. Obviously, always stoning/staring blankly around thinking of dunno what things. But come to think of it, I shouldn't be thinking so much. All these are just small little pebbles for me to overcome ya? God is still there for me right?
He will make a way, when there seems to be no way remember?
It's okay man. I'm still strong. Still fighting. Not giving up no matter what. If those who know me well enough, they should know my perservance level. It's way too high man. For eg, a puzzle I can do it for many many hours without the intention of giving up. Can go without food also, sometimes I think abit mad la. Haha. I won't give up one. I will perserve on! For the sake of
His love for me, for the sake of
His faithfulness on me. I won't just die there, will continue to pursue on
His plans for me. =) U all out there, must also be strong okay. Fight on, no matter how tough the suitation goes, don't forget.
He is still there for us,
He has never leave nor forsake us. Indugle yourself in
His love and worship
Him as our awesome God, our mighty saviour. =)
Lastly, good luck to those having O levels on Monday. Work hard okay. The time has finally come and all the preparations/sweats/tears/sleepless nights/stress will all reap. All the sows will be reaped out, cause our
Lord says so. =) *Will be praying. Esp for you.* =) Jiayou. Thumbs up!
Okay, zhao liao. ~Ciaoz.
If one day....
-If one day you feel like crying, Call me.
I don't promise to make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.
-If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to Call me.
I don't promise to make you stay,
But I can run with you.
-If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, Call me.
I promise to be there for you,
But also promise to remain silent with you.
But one day if you call, and there is no answer.
Quick come and look for me.
Perhaps I may need you on that one day.
-Simple And Clean- Journal 10 : God Will Make A Way, Where There Seems To Be No Way.
Hey! God is
Amazing ya? =) Yeah, drained after having quite a long day out today. But come to think of it, that's what
Life is about isn't it? Haha. Correct me if I'm wrong. Guess no one would. Heh. Exhausted because of the opening of cafe, trying to make up those fences. There's 432 of them! Oh no, when will I ever finish it.. =( It's okay, no Fear! Come to think of it, God is always with me, my strength and power comes within Him. =) Jiayou man! Haha.
Today was really an interesting day. It all starts up when I woke up at around 11am. Ya same thing trying to drag myself up from bed, haha as always. Prepared myself and rode bicycle to cafe. As I rode by the breeze of air, I started to think about those days without Christ in Me. And by looking at Me now having
Faith in our Lord. Oh my, I suddenly feel such a big difference. Such an unexpected change in life. Those unseen tears, untold memories and unexpected fears starts flashing by through Me. So unpredictable, unlikely. But still, God is
Good. =)
After reaching, went up and cut my way through those barriers of tiredness, lethargicness and continued my sawing of fences. Till not long, boss started calling me. He ask me to help him wash his car because his friend is marrying tml! And boss will be driving the bridal car. Haha. (When will it be his turn? I will be waiting!) I told him that when it is his turn, I will drive the bridal car and be his Best-Man! Hahaha. He say "okay lor, whatever la." Heh. So funny. So I went to help him wash the car.
No doubt,
BasketBall just
can't slip of my mind. Heh. So we were actually suppose to play Bball at his house downstairs. But to my least expected, I lost the air-pump's needle! Oh man, worst thing is the Bball has no air in it. Great,
Praise the Lord. Haha. But honestly, I really want to
Praise the Lord for this. Our God is really so
Amazing. He's really wonderful, making wonders that we can't see. I will tell you why now. Because, I asked Shun Bin to join us for Bball games, Sulwyn came too. Thanks for coming, really. Frankie had a call saying that he has to wear casual-formal blazer tml for the wedding. But he didn't had one, so he went to buy one. Leaving only Shun bin and me below his house. But at that time, I discovered that I have dropped the air-pump's needle somewhere, however I couldn't find it, guess it really dropped into the lift's hole. Unreachable anymore. =( How careless of Me, indeed. But still,
Praise the Lord. Having clueless searches for 15 mins, still couldn't find it. So we both gave up and tried going to shops near cafe to buy. Ya, to our delight we found one! A shop that sells air-pump/needle. How wonderful. But to an extent, we didn't brought any money out with us, how great.
Praise the Lord. Cluelessly, we started thinking what to do, I decided to call my near-by friends in hope that they do own an Bball/air-pump. No doubt, called quite a few, not even one has it!
Praise the Lord. Sadly, I was kinda guility as in calling them out for Bball games but in the end, no ball to play. But, the Lord is Good! He entrusted me with a cafe with a pool table! Haha.
Praise the Lord. Delightfully, we went up and started playing pool. Was great, had lots and lots of games. And I believe yesterday was my best time playing pool, I feel a sense of real enjoyment in it suddenly. Only had this feeling once in a while. Haha. But, that wasn't the climax. The most important factor was while we were playing, a guy name Joseph suddenly came up to the cafe, shockily I went up to him in the hope of telling him we are not yet opened but he reply to me asking whether can he rent this place for his 21st birthday next month. And our cafe is going to be opened only next month too! Oh my,
Praise the Lord for this. Astounded by his reply, I gave him Frankie's number and intrust him to contact Frankie for more information. And he did! Frankie agreed and this was our very 1st customer for our opening next month! Even before our cafe opened, God has already sent us someone in hope of motivating us to move on! See how amazing our God is. He really works in wonders that we can't see.
How Jospeh knew it was a cafe, and there were ppl up there? Cause I played my mp3 on the sound booster very loudly and the songs were worship songs!! Hillsongs specificily. Oh man, Praise the Lord for this. He told us he was a christian too, so it was attracted by the songs! As you can see from the whole story, this is just like a plan by our God. 1stly, lost the needles unable to play Bball, den no cash to buy any equips or whatever. And nobody near-by has any ball or pumps. Den go to cafe to enjoy our fellowship gathering. And God sent someone down to us. See, if I haven't had lost the needle in the 1st place, this whole incident wouldn't had happened. Seeing how God made a way for me, I'm really thankful for Him. Lastly, I want to say
Praise the Lord! =)
Signing Off, Beloved frontline of Jesus.
-Simple And Clean- Journal 9: I Can Only Imagine.
y0oo, it's been a long time since I last blogged. Wow, a new blogskin! Cool, I just found one. Heh. It's the sea of Galilee! Aww, the scenery is so nice man.
Don't wanna spend too much time on blogging, so just cut it short and simple ya. Been thinking through these few days on how God, our Lord and Saviour has work in my life to draw me closer to Him and also how He had worked in my life after recieving Christ. Never had such serious thoughts about it before. Really gladful to Aggie for asking me to share these 2 questions on our CG worship on last sunday. Was great, I did manage to have that couarge to share it with the others. Though it wasn't a long dramatic story, but glad I had that acceptance through them. Actually, I feel so lucky la. Thinking about the days before I met Frankie, he was the one who brought me to church a few months ago, I had really been wasting all my precious time doing nothing in favour to our Heavenly Father. Spending unworthy time, sleepless nights on the computer, day and night, skipping meals and such just for the sake of that little excitement, actually I can say there wasn't any at all. Where else playing more of it gave me more stress.. Other than that, I'm really puzzled. What have I been doing in the glory of God? What have I been doing in His presence? Can I still stand in His presence? I can only Imagine. Really, I can only Imagine.
Other than that, had been spending 3/4 of my time at cafe everyday. 1/4 at home sleeping. Haha. That's my life now la. Boring, but fulfiling. I hope this cafe can be a place where our Lord rest in his conveant and in the glory of Him bringing more disciples into His kingdom. This will be a place where we gather, worship and sing praises to Him, our Lord and Saviour! I'm trying my best, really. Pray, pray for me, or even pray for us that this cafe can grow in the hands of our God. Like, how I manage to escape through the evil ones hands and came to grow into this cafe. I'm one very good example. =) Ya and of course not to forget BasketBall! Thanks to Frankie and Sulwyn ya. Almost everyday having Bball games, this is really super encouraging for me, it makes me continue to move on yeah. =) Frankiee! Tml last paper of exam right?! Lets have a round of 21 balls 1 on 1 again la. Hahaha, this time I very steady already. Bring it on! heh. And Sulwyn also can join. Join me, we 2 v 1 him. Haha. Not to mention those I always play with on sunday. Thanks to u all, had great lots of fun. =) Will be waiting for this sunday. Haha.
Last but not least, not to forget the one I always call quite late at night. Sorry ya, always reach home so late le still disturb you.. Don't know what has happened, you don't seem yourself lately. maybe is cos of stress? or maybe something else. u just don't wanna tell me, but maybe one day I hope u will tell me ba. Just wanna say Happiness shared is doubled, sorrow shared is halved. =)
-Sleeping time~ Nites all. oh ya not to forget, good luck to those having exams soon, and to Frankie for his paper tml! Ciaoz.
