-Simple and Clean- Journal 4 :
"Thinking of what is only good for myself, while neglecting others."
It's been a long time since I last blogged huh. Ya, been missing blogging but because of tiredness, exhaustioness, boredomness, restlessness and sianzationess, I didn't get to blog. Been having lots of sleepless nights again, because going back to my old ways ya. Playing computer games back again till late in the morning, den get to sleep. Damn, I hate this kind of life lah. Ya, just came back to my old game, Shattered Galaxy(SG). Really miss those days back, when I was playing Tactical Commanders(TC). Was 1 of the few top players in a top regiment called *WuDi* (My nick was angelz, those who know me back then should know about this.) That was one hell of a game man, requires lots of coordinations, teamwork, excellent eye and hand contact, communications with team members. I still can remember there was once a tournament held, where we won and got our big big names on the website alone. Some nicks I could really remember now was 1) Syleo, 2) Eclipse, 3) Silvermoon, 4) yltoh, 5) angelz, 6) ShinLevis, 7) Ore0, there were more, I can't recall some of them. The most exciting battle was against RTK - featuring some of the best players in it too, 1) lRTKlSquall, 2) lRTKlZhaoYun, 3) lRTKlHerzog, 4) lRTKlBen, 5) lRTKlSnowyz, 6) lRTKlCaoCao, 7) lRTKlWenBin. These are few names that are worth mentioning because they really did put up a great fight against us, even though they lose by just a bit. I have been playing TC since I was sec 1. I don't know why, but this game really interests me alot, because maybe of it's anxiety, the teamwork, the sportsmanship of the game and also the place to unleashed your stragety thinking, like brainstorming. Haha. Ya, now TC has been taken over by the germans, so I doubt Asia people will be touching on it anymore. That is why SG has taken over TC for it's worldwide playing community. SG is now based on not only for the europeans, nor the US people, but also for asians. So, it is quite fun getting to know more about thier lifestyle, playing attitude and game style. Different people with different mindset ya. Haha. I love this sentence, "To each his own." Ya, now I am currently in the regiment call -Grunts- I will be playing SG again because of the upcoming summer tournament. I wish to take part in it too, cause I have long lost this feeling of being in a team, doing what a team should do. This kind of feeling has long gone when TC was sold to the germans. Now, I am trying to get the feeling back again, and maybe get to know more about myself. Haha. I was supposed to be in 6Days7Nights. But I was seperated from them since last year I quit, because of O levels. But now, nobody really remembers me, so I can't really join back to 6D7N again. That was like so ehh, damn it. 6D7N was a top-pier regiment in pier to Einherjar(EHJ) before, and currently now also. I was like so wasted loh, left such a good regiment to train on with. Now come back left with nothing. Lucky Uncle TD still remember me, so he accepted me into -Grunts- Phew, at least I am in a team now ya. It's ok, what is past is past. So no use lingering to it. Haha, when I so kan kai sia =.=.. Ya, that is all about the games part. (Still waiting for the reply from the Refree Team for the WCG Asian Championship.) *Waiting patiently* Tick Tock Tick Tock. Haha.
Ya must be wondering why my subtitle is that way right? Haha, ya I must admit DingHong really hit the nail when he told me that la. He said "Ni zi hui wei zhi ji zhao xiang, bu hui wei bie ren zhao xiang de leh.) Meaning I only think what is good for myself, and ignoring others. Hais, when I heard that, really super sad la, totally hit the nail man. Like a knife poke through my heart liddat. Damn pain. It really made me go through what he said, and think back of alot alot alot of stuffs man. I was like totally no mood liao. Cause that time Sulwyn was waiting for us at SML Cafe, but DingHong call me last min say she waiting, so ask me hurry up and change den meet him at lot 1. But I took quite a long time to get down, taking my own sweet time =.= Den DingHong say "You don't know Sulwyn cannot go home late meh? Walk like ah gua, so slow." Den say I only think of myself, ignoring others loh. But really sorry ah Sulwyn, I know I took quite abit of time to get down, but I was actually preparing something for my parents. So took abit of time. A Big Sorry to ya! And also about the Johor trip, last minute then tell you my passport expire le, I was like damn paiseh lah. Don't even dare to talk to you anymore liao. Haha. Paiseh for making you make a wasted trip to Frankie's dad office. I really must change la! Must spare more thoughts, feelings for others. Cannot always put myself in front of others. Arghhz. Ya, after that we went to play Bball at Frankie's house downstairs. Lose to DingHong 5-0 lah. Wa lao, paiseh man! Haha. Aiya, don't know la, I shouldn't lose so badly, maybe cause I am really vulnerable to darkness ba. My contact lens no night vision leh. Haha. How good if have, then won't lose until so cham le. Haha. Nvm, next time again ah DingHong! After that, we went buy drinks den went home le. Was exhausted lah, so I didn't get to blog about it. Now blogging for the past few days lol.
Signing Off, RoXaS.