-Simple and Clean- Journal 5 : I wait, I am still waiting, I will always be right here waiting for you.Oh hai yo! I am back to blogging! Yeah finally ya, but seriously speaking, I am *Sick* now. I should be bed-ridden now la, shouldn't be blogging ya. But I couldn't get to sleep, so blog abit to say what I want to say. Haha. Later need to wake up at 7.30am to prepare for church service, and I am sick still can blog haha. I am damn weird la. Don't care la. I promise Frankie no matter what, even if I am sick, I will still be going for the church service at 9am. So no matter what, I have got to wake up later. By hook or by crook. 7.45am lastest. A promise is a promise, man should honor thier words! Haha. Been having quite a high fever just now, now not so bad le. If not can go hospital liao =.= Haha. I blog abit about what I did ba, and about my subtitle too.
My handphone gone! No la, just kidding. It is with Frankie la, because yesterday night actually we were supposed to go play BasketBall de. So Frankie send me home to take the bball and change into my attire, but I only took 10 mins loh, and when I went down to look for them again, both of them gone le. Then worst thing is that my HP with DingHong la, he borrow it to talk to Sulwyn on the phone. And it is like "wth, where did they went? I ask myself." I thought they went to buy drinks or something only, so waited at the void deck for around 10 mins, then cannot tahan already, so immediately went to LimBang to use coin-phone to call Frankie, how patheic could I be man. Haha. He told me he is at home le =.= I was like wtf, at home?!? Then he told me DingHong wanted to go home sleep cause he was tired la, so don't want play Bball already. I was like Super Angry la. How could both of them be so irresponsible man. At least wait for me to come down then say you guys want to go home mah, both of you treat me like a fool liddat, go up and down looking for you guys, but in the end, you were at home =_=..... I was like super down la. So I went home without my HP la. Frankie say the next day, he will pass it back to me. So I waited loh. About 6am+ I called "someone" to ask whether today she will be setting up her stall to sell things anot. She say "Siao ah, call so early. haha. She told me around 7am+ so I went down over to her house and help her carry stuffs loh, then help her set up her stall. After that, was around 8am+ le. So, I called Frankie using coin-phone again la! Must emphaize on this cause it is like how many years never touch it before le. Haha. Then, I went to Frankie's house to retrieve back my beloved lost phone and he told me to wait below his house. After coming down, he brought me over to his dad's office la. Den I was like so paiseh, nothing to do, sit there watch Vcd only. Aiyo. Should have went home and sleep man. Haha. But nvm la, the chinese Vcd show not bad. *Fang De and Miao Cui Hua* Fang De is Fang Shi Yu's father, and Miao Cui Hua is his Mother. Then around 11am+ went to fetch Sulwyn and then we went back to his dad's office again. As usual Vcd again =.=.. haha. I was like damn tired le lah, cause I didn't slept the whole day. Lucky Frankie's mum made coffee for me, if not I will be sleeping there le. Haha. Then, after that we went over to church around 2pm+ intending to play soccer, but the rain was like super heavy man. Raining cats and dogs. Haha. After awhile, the rain stopped, so they continue thier games. I did not play, cause I felt abit sick le. The burning sensastion start coming up le =.=(fever sign) Haha. So, all the time I was resting on the table listening to my BaoBei(MP3) Without it, I am dead for sure! Haha. No music = No Life! After around 5pm+ they stopped playing and packed up le. Then, "someone" called me. She ask me want go watch movie anot, Lake House. So, I asked her about the details of the movie, time, whoever is going, and ask DingHong go also. But I was sick remember? But at that time, I wasn't so badly sick. So I took the risk and went back home and change. (Wei le ni mah, how sick, u ask me go out, I surely go one. =)) Ya total of 5 people went over to Jurong Point, Golden Village Cinema to watch Lake House, at around 9.30pm. But, at that time, I am feeling damn bad le, the pressure of heat is rising up man. I was like totally no mood to even watch that movie. So, about 1/2 of the time, I am closing my eyes enduring the pain, heat, suffering. Arghz. I think DingHong could see it, cause I was sitting beside him la. Breathing furiousely and coughing badly. And worst thing I brought along my jacket, but he took it away and wear la. Ask him return me cause I very cold, den he say later la. That is like wth loh, I am not kidding man, I really very cold la. But it's ok la, I manage to survive this momenturm. About the show, it is quite nice la, those haven't start watching, I recommend you should go watch now. Meaningful and quite hilarious. The book about "Percusaion", is about waiting, waiting for the one you love. And that is why my subtitle writes that. Haha. Was quite sad too la. But the ending was not bad, both lovers got together. It is like being in the present and the future. These 2 love birds are trying to communicate with each other through a special letter box where the letters they wrote immediately sent to each other through a time machine or what? I don't know, can't figure it out, she's in the year 2006, while he is in the year of 2004, so they were actually living 2 years apart. They are trying to discover exactly what they have been missing in their lives. Keanu Reeves very shuai hor? Haha, same as Sandra Bullock, she is pretty too. Both of them are matching. The overall rating I would give for this show is 8/10.
Ya, I think the guy who sat beside "her" is her bf ba. Suddenly feel so hurting man, like heart shattered into pieces liddat. Aiya, nvm la. I very kan kai one right? Hahaha. "Love is not about being together, but seeing each other having to find thier own happiness and grabbing it is however more important than anything else." Yes, somehow I agree with this, but sometimes I think of this too, "Love is about being together, giving each other the true happiness that we have been looking for, and also learning how to grab hold of each other." Haha, this seems to be more fitting yeah, nicer to hear also. But aiya, sometimes we can't get to control of who we like, who we don't like. I always tell myself, "Love cannot be forced one, if not we can't find the true meaning of happiness/joy/touch of it." Ai qing shi bu nen mian qiang de mah right? That is why loh, from that movie onwards, I told myself to "Wait". Though, the feeling for "you" will never change for times, but I believe one day, we will find our own true happiness. (Damn, I look like a coward man, like what the movie says, the lady told the man, "You are just a coward, don't dare to admit to your feelings.") Waa, when I hear this totally poke into me man. I always like this one, to the dearest person, I would always purposely ignore liddat one, people who like the person should try to get close to them right? But I am different leh. Not so close one I would talk more to. I don't know why la, since young I am like this already. Don't have that guts, nor courage to tell "her". I know I have to change, but give me time. I know it's been long, time is endless, but I believe "Love" is more endless and everlasting. SO give me the time I need, give yourself the time you need too. You have to study ya? O levels come on. I don't want you to follow into my footsteps, cause I believe what I did was wrong, I hope no one makes this mistake too. So, please give both of us some time, I believe afterall, I would definately tell "you" how much you meant to me, how much I long for you. Ya after the movie, was around 12am le, so we went home, send both of them home with DingHong and we went home too. Oh ya, not to forget, a big thanks for that tee-shirts you gave me, really was surprising. And I was super happy la, cause in my whole life, "you" are the 1st person, or should I say the 1st girl who gave me shirts as present. They look great! Very very nice, and I won't wear it la, I would keep it as my most beloved sourviner. Haha.
Ok, that is it ba, I am starting to get tired le, I really hope I can wake up later la, cause I don't want to dui bu qi Frankie. But I really get this feeling of having a super high fever and body aches when I wake up la, cause everytime I sleep when I am sick at the moment, the next day when I wake up, I really can't get myself up one. I am weird, that is all I can say. *Praying I would wake up in time later, and also not too sick later, if not I really can't go church le.* (Oh ya, anyone knows the last paper of O levels finish at when? Which date?"
Signing off, RoXaS.