HAIYA!
SADDED.
21 years old age limit restricted! grr. disappointed though )= , but will still continue to serve, serve and still serve! (=
wow, been quite a while since i last blogged eh. okay lets cut it short and simple. Had quite an interesting and down-to-earth sermon talk today. Was very practical to our daily life issues.
-WHEN FEELING INSECURE!
Praise the Lord.
Fear the Lord.
Trust the Lord.
Actually hor, frankly speaking i have fear of self-rejection sometimes. To be honest, I'm quite scared of what others think about me, whether am i doing the right thing anot, or am i doing something wrong? i always think alot, thinking about whether it should be meant this way or that way. And sometimes, or maybe most of the times I would regret after doing it. I hate it la, but i guess it's simply just
Me. but slowly, day by day through His love, i believe i will change someday.
I like the scenario about the Thermometer and the Thermostat too! Oh man, that's so real and true to me as it really reflects the way some of us does.
Thermometer -
Registering and reflecting the surroundings of the people around him. Like a mirror-like image presenting himself/herself towards others.
V/S
Thermostat -
Influencing the people around him and making every effort to bless the people and to glorify our Heavenly Father's Name. To God be the Glory.
Sounds so realistic eh. Which category are You in? Haha.
Some questions Pastor Shern wants us to ponder upon.
QN: When was the last time you really Worship God?
QN: Why do you Worship Him?
QN: How do you know when you are in fear of the Lord?
after service went for CG gathering, had worship songs, sharing and lunch together. (= Food was not bad, thanks Aggie for the recommendation. After that went "somewhere"(secret), ya and den for extended worship. i was quite late for it, only came in after the last 3 songs. SAD la. but was really touching and fulfiling. I really knelt down and pray towards Him. after that played Bball, cool man bball seems to be talking off flight, everyone seems so attracted to Bball now. Hahaha. Must be cause of Who? *Hinting* er-hem. Hahaha. but still guys please don't neglect *
SFC* okay. I really do pinned hopes on this sports ministry because I believe it has really great purpose in God's work. Lets Shine For Christ by indulging ourselves with
Soccer,
Floorball and
Captain's ball too! though i'm focusing on Bball more, but i will be playing these 3 sports more often too! I should learn to be more pro-active and take part in them ya. being flexible is Great! (=
after that ah, went dinner with sb, ben and Thomas. Was great though I didn't eat, but i'm glad i accompained Thomas for dinner. Because I get to know more about him, his life, the way he handles his stuffs. Ya u guys might think Thomas isn't the same as us, but come to think of it guys, you all are totally wrong. He's a very special guy i feel, so precious in God's eyes. We should learn to accept him more readily. why judge others by thier appearance, thier character, thier motions. We should learn to be more like Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour. He who is so perfectless from Sins had never judge anyone through His eyes. He sees us all as His children, child of God. No matter what, we are all still brothers/sisters-in-Christ. We should always help one another when in times of need and encourage one another when in times of trouble. This is what pleases the sight of our God. This is what brings Glory unto Him. After that went er-hem's house to watch vcd. Lake house is a great show, but ya watched it 2 times already. though it's quite unrealistic but it's still a pretty fine and touching movie to catch up with. then, went home and now i'm wasting my time on this blog? Hahaha. Okay shall stop, very shek already. heh. =P
Mighty Warrior - weishengg signing off~
*His Righteousness Endures FOREVER!* (=
-How do you know when you are in love? How do you tell the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love?Read up the comments at
http://personals.yahoo.com/us/static/singles-life_infatuation ((=
I like this comment on the topic ; It's hard to describe being in love; you simply know it when you feel it. A crush is a romantic bliss state where the person does no wrong. Infatuation is where there is no care about the big picture and your enjoying the hot sensation of the moment like a fast-burning candle. Being in love is like an anchor of reason and romance living in balance. Unlike a crush or infatuation, love is comforting as it settles from the spiking highs and lows. Love is a condition of the heart and mind. Love is understanding the "why" behind your acceptance. Love is warm. And to add on myself, Love is so everlasting. So beautiful. (=
Hello, suddenly feel like blogging. maybe to kill some time. haha. Hmm, just now when i was walking down the road, i came to think about the book I saw at IMM in the afternoon. It was "True Love Comes To Those That Wait Upon Him." It came straight up to my mind and I was quite surprised. I thought of afew questions on my mind. 1st was "Is true love worth the wait?" 2nd was "If it was, when will it be? How I wish it was Now." lastly was "if there really was, how am I going to face it? Is the adversary good enough for me to handle? Am I really ready for it?" And then I was thinking actually maybe it's because I had some problems elsewhere and I really needed someone to talk to. someone to share that burden, that woe with me, holding my hand patting on my back saying "weisheng, it will all turn out just fine!" How wonderful eh, I was really lonely that time and thus I was quite desperate to find one. And I really rushed to it. Sorry for any inconvience caused. )'= maybe it wasn't time yet. I sense God's words!
And then, suddenly my CG-leader caught my attention. Aggie and Joshua. Haha, guess I don't really have to introduce who they are. I suppose everyone do know that these 2 lovebirds are together. heh. (= Sorry both of you for using your names! But really I was thinking about the Love, Chemistry, hard work, the pain, everything between you 2, and I'm really glad and encouraged that by you two that True Love does exists. ((= I had heard quite afew stories about how you 2 came about and how dramatic and touching it came up to be. I was really impressed by how God really works in ways we can't see. How He managed to save my dear CG-leader from a place of darkness and come to know Christ like how I do too. (= How He managed to bring Joshua into His Kingdom too. How He managed to bring about these two special people into a relationship of Trust, Faith, Love and Hope. Praise the Lord for his mighty works. Really, thankyou so much for letting me see through what is it like to really wait upon You, oh God. I'm so envious!! Haha. envy-ing them every sunday, those looks, those loving aura among them. But it's okay. I understand and I will wait. I know God will sooner or later reward me in his Love. heh (= Thankyou Lord.
Your Mighty Warrior - weisheng signing off~Hero-Would you dance if I ask you to Dance?Would you run and never look back?Would you cry if you saw me crying?Would you save my soul tonight?Would you tremble if i touch your lips?Would you laugh, oh please tell me this.Would you die for the one you love?Hold me, hold me closely please.I'm willing to be your Hero, but are you willing to let me be in the 1st place?
Heyy, i'm feeling much more refreshed today! as in for the past few days, i wasn't very myself. Sorry for those that i made them angry, made them cry, made them sad. I feel truly very bad. I shouldn't had use my emotions to settle things, making replies in anger. I wasn't very okay because of some family matters, some past. and some friends.
Yongling : hey, Hen Bao Qian. I wasn't intentional when I replied you those harsh words. I knew I was very wrong when I got angry, guess you found out too how come my temper was so hot these few days. I wasn't angry with you, really. My emotions just got the better of me. I will change, not to be so stubborn anymore; trust me. I know all of your good intentions, your caring, and your kindness. I'm just so stupid that I harden my heart and not letting go of my pride. )'= Your kor was correct, it was really just an misunderstanding and a miscommunication between us. And I really seek for your forgiveness! I will be Humble, so humble like the 1st time I came church and how i knew you. (; *praying, wishing and hoping*
Frankie Bro : Hi my dearest brother always encouraging me, never leaving my side. Although I know that you wouldn't see this blog, but I really just want to say Thankyou so much for all the things, for Everything! You're such a blessing for me, I'm so blessed to have gotten to know you. SERIOUS! ((= Just want to assure you that Me weisheng your didi, will always be fighting alongside with you! no matter how strong the storms are, how rugged the waves are, I'm always just a few steps apart from you. Never leaving your hands, never shaking my legs. Lets cast all of our fears aside and fight for our God's kingdom. *Brothers Always*! ((=
Mindy : Hey manager! Suprised to see your name in this list ma? Haha. You're so great la mindy! thankyou for everythingg! especially for all the bubble teas! You know I love pao pao cha la! It feels so good always to have a bigger sister cheering you up, and you have really bless me through your walk with Christ. Also wanna assure you that you are never forgotten! if you ever wanna go out walk walk, eat eat, shop shop, let me know ya! Your this xiao didi can pei you go. Haha. (But first, must rmb to buy more bubble teas for me! HAHA. jus kidding!)
Sulwyn : Hey! it's been such an encouragement having to know you. Thankyou so much for all the small little things you have done. I can see, and I'm really appreicating it so much. You have really been such a great friend, such a blessing. Also to assure you that you are never alone! You have our Father holding on to you, and also Us fighting alongside with you! You're always in my prayers! ((=
To everyone reading : Thankyou all those that are walking with me in this walk with Christ. Thankyou all for the encourages, for the motivations, for the laughters, for everything la! haha. ((=
Guess that is everything for now ba. Also, today after going gym, I just realised i wasn't so lonely afterall. Having my parents beside me, they are such a blessing to me. They have been so great. I wanna walk with them, wanna eat with them, wanna talk to them, wanna cry with them. All the things that I'm doing I do it just for You. ((=
*Making a duty-promise to talk/eat/shop with them every once a week, or maybe twice a week. Never forgetting about my friends too!*
我们的约定，三年后。 (Our Promise, 3 years later.)
在我二十一岁的生日 09/11/2009 9pm，(On my 21st birthday, 09/11/2009 9pm.)
我们批许要给必此对方一个答案 (We have to give each other an definite answer.)
我们的答案会是如何呢? (What will our answers be?)
到时候我们也应该都长大了，(By that time, we will already be mature enough,
也该会选出一个完美的结局。 to choose what kind of perfect ending we want.)
我一定会记得这个约定的，(I'm sure that I'll keep this promise,
你也不可以望记啊! You also must not forget about it!)
我一定会等你! (I Will Wait For You!) (=
Guang Liang - Yue Ding.
说好的三年不见面 (Shuo hao de san nian bu jian mian)
用我们的爱把时间留住 (Yong wo meng de ai ba si jian liu zhu)
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定 (Ni xiao zhe shuo ze shi wo meng de kao yan wo meng
de yue ding)
就这样三年又过了 (Jiu ze yang san nian you guo le)
我还是回到这个地方 (Wo hai shi hui dao zhe ge di fang)
闭上眼等你的出现 (Bi shang yan deng ni de chu xian)
空气中吻你的脸 (Kong qi zhong wen ni de lian)
我还记得我们的约定 (Wo hai ji de wo meng de yue ding)
一辈子幸福的约定 (Yi bei zhi xing fu de yue ding)
为你写的那首歌 (Wei ni xie de nan shou ge)
他也偷偷的掉泪了 (Ta ye tuo tuo de diao lei le)
我比以前还更爱你了 (Wo bi yi zian hai geng ai ni le)
连那风都笑我了 (Lian na feng dou xiao wo le)
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了 (Wo xiang ta hui gao shu ni de wo geng ai ni le)
我想他会告诉你的 (Wo xiang ta hui gao shu ni de)
你会记得我们的约定 (Ni hui ji de wo meng de yue ding)
听着风我也笑了 (Ting zhe feng wo ye xiao le)
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了 (Ta yi ding hui gao shu ni de wo geng ai ni le!)
SO SICKENING! GRR. What a bad night i had. still feeling so vexed up. don't know why, i just hate it when u guys are like this. Sometimes, i really hate going out with you guys. as in i fear that the same problem arises again. oh man, everyone is so similiar. so not much different from my friends in the past, have to please them, have to care for them, have to help them, make them happy. Oh Gosh, why the heck am i even caring so much for. I tried to care, tried to save but was pushed back with attitudes all around. IT'S TRUE! STOP BEING A BUSYBODY. oh man, this sentence really hit flat on my face man. Escpecially today when i was reading Thessalonians 4:11 - Make it your goal to live a quiet life, minding your OWN damn business and working with your hands, just as we were instrusted before. It really smack hard on my face man. I CARE TOO MUCH! And it really do affects my emotions alot. I care about how others think, how others react, how they reply, how they reject. Why in the world do i even need to do all these. I should only serve God, not serve the people around me. Today is really the time when I wake up man. I don't wanna care about how others judge me anymore. It's so pointless as in what's the use of being nice to others, having those facades. Time to live a simple and a quiet life with God.
Colossians 3:3 - Let other things come and go as they will; let other people criticize us as they will; but never allow anything to obsurce the life "that is hidden with Christ in God."
Isaiah 50:10,11 - There is never any need to pretend that your life is filled with joy and confidence, just wait upon God and be grounded in Him.
So true, today i really learned alot of things and i'm really putting everything to good use now.
-CRYING out in Desperation. It hurts, it hurts so badly! bleeding profusely. =[
OH MY AND PLEASE, DON'T SAY SORRY TO ME. I HATE IT THE MOST, SERIOUS.
wherever you go, be obedient; be loyal to Him.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHENG! FINALLY 18 LIAO. GOSH I'M FEELING SO "OLD". Haha.
thankyou to all those that wished me happy bday already. glad to have all of you here with me! =]
Great! I'm a year older now. more responsibilties coming my way yeah. Bear with it!
My wish for this year, hmm lets see. I wish to be able to imitate more like Jesus Christ, my Lord. Wish that I can grow more through Faithfulness and Fruitfulness. =] I also wish that God can use me as an extension to His kingdom, in encouraging more disciples to worship Him like I do. May my wish be granted and may I be refreshed through His love for me. (also 1 more wish, but still a secret for now. Only God and me knows. =D)
Whenever I hear your name~
4 steps to be with God.4. If you want to accept Christ, you can ask Him to be your Savior and Lord by praying a prayer like this:"Lord Jesus, I believe you are the Son of God. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. Please forgive my sins and give me the gift of eternal life. I ask you in to my life and heart to be my Lord and Savior. I want to serve you always."
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Did You Pray This Prayer? =D
4 steps to be with God~3. God sent His only Son Jesus Christ to die for our sins.Jesus is the Son of God. He lived a sinless life and then died on the cross to pay the penalty for our sins. "God demonstrates His own love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us."
Jesus rose from the dead and now He lives in heaven with God His Father. He offers us the gift of eternal life -- of living forever with Him in heaven if we accept Him as our Lord and Savior. Jesus said "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except by Me."
God reaches out in love to you and wants you to be His child. "As many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe on His name." You can choose to ask Jesus Christ to forgive your sins and come in to your life as your Lord and Savior.
To Be Continued~ =D
4 steps to be with God~2. All of us have done, said or thought things that are wrong. This is called sin, and our sins have separated us from God.
The Bible says "All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." God is perfect and holy, and our sins separate us from God forever. The Bible says "The wages of sin is death."
The good news is that, about 2,000 years ago,
To Be Continued~ =D
4 Steps to Be With God~1. God Loves You!
The Bible says, "God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life."
The problem is that...................
To Be Continued~ =D
