SO SICKENING! GRR. What a bad night i had. still feeling so vexed up. don't know why, i just hate it when u guys are like this. Sometimes, i really hate going out with you guys. as in i fear that the same problem arises again. oh man, everyone is so similiar. so not much different from my friends in the past, have to please them, have to care for them, have to help them, make them happy. Oh Gosh, why the heck am i even caring so much for. I tried to care, tried to save but was pushed back with attitudes all around. IT'S TRUE! STOP BEING A BUSYBODY. oh man, this sentence really hit flat on my face man. Escpecially today when i was reading Thessalonians 4:11 - Make it your goal to live a quiet life, minding your OWN damn business and working with your hands, just as we were instrusted before. It really smack hard on my face man. I CARE TOO MUCH! And it really do affects my emotions alot. I care about how others think, how others react, how they reply, how they reject. Why in the world do i even need to do all these. I should only serve God, not serve the people around me. Today is really the time when I wake up man. I don't wanna care about how others judge me anymore. It's so pointless as in what's the use of being nice to others, having those facades. Time to live a simple and a quiet life with God.
Colossians 3:3 - Let other things come and go as they will; let other people criticize us as they will; but never allow anything to obsurce the life "that is hidden with Christ in God."
Isaiah 50:10,11 - There is never any need to pretend that your life is filled with joy and confidence, just wait upon God and be grounded in Him.
So true, today i really learned alot of things and i'm really putting everything to good use now.
-CRYING out in Desperation. It hurts, it hurts so badly! bleeding profusely. =[
OH MY AND PLEASE, DON'T SAY SORRY TO ME. I HATE IT THE MOST, SERIOUS.
wherever you go, be obedient; be loyal to Him.
