~Never expected things would turn out this way...~Never expected you would react this way...~Never expected you would be hurt so deeply...~Never expected you are so fragile...~Never expected you will cry for the whole night...~Never expected I would say those words...~Never expected I could be so selfish...~Never expected I am such a person with those facades...I guess everything wouldn't be the same anymore. That "feeling" is gone right? It has faded away i believe? Slowly day by day, each day sorrow and hurts keep haunting you. Your shadow doesn't even fits your ownself anymore. When you told me you couldn't find yourself anymore, I guess I've lost Myself too... Just like a walking zombie without his own shadow anymore. How did this happen? I couldn't find an answer to it too. I guess i shouldn't have known you in the first place, sometimes I do wonder. If you haven't have known me, things wouldn't have come to this point. I'm sorrry. Like someone said, Love is not letting your other-half be hurt... Never allowing her to shed a tear for you. Ah, I lost it. Everything seems to be set aplace. I always ask myself is this His will or is it just something that prevents us. I'm still not sure. It's so hard to explain. I don't even have a chance to speak to you. Guess you didn't even wanted to talk to me. My guess is I'm just thinking too much, assuming things that never had happened before. Now i know, you told me before that you do have feelings for him. Foolish Me. If i had known this earlier, things would be so different. We wouldn't be in such a dliemma. Or maybe I wouldn't be in such a patheic state. He is really better, how am I to compare with him? I do wonder. Maybe there wasn't a need to compare in the first place. He has never hurt you, nor made you cry. He has always been so good to you. Ahh, maybe it's time.*Suffering in Silence? NO, Cry out in Deseration.男人不该让女人流泪 - 苏永康
